July 2009
“Don’t let your past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will...”
– My Big Fat Greek Wedding (via filmquotes)
money can't buy happiness baby.
This internal void is killing me inside. If that makes any sense.
Something is missing, and I know what it is.
alone
To sit at home while everyone has their own signifacant other to be with sucks balls. I consume my extra time with my computer and watching the same random movies. Yay.
I’ve transformed into a workaholic because sitting at home doing nothing is pointless. I like going to work sometimes though. I like surrounding myself around my own friends who make work much more enjoyable.
To all the girls who hate being alone.
herbeautytoucheseverything:
I understand. Being alone sucks sometimes. But sometimes it can be really great too. I understand not everyone shares my enthusiasm for the company of ones self, but stop, alright? It’s annoying.
And who ever said that being alone means you have to be lonely?
To be alone numerous times, your own company can only go so far.
hmmm
I worked last night till 11. I stayed out till 430. Woke up at 11 for work. Came home at 3. Went back to eat lunch at work. Came home and went back to work to pick up a shift. I havent slept and I am going out again. I work all day tomorrow too. I feel a sickness coming on. ohhh baby.
wooop
Today, I got my Prada sunglasses that I have been in love with for a long ass time as my birthday gift from my parentals :)
I got my hurr trimmed for 12 dollas. I got my tragus pierced. My mom will definntelyy freak out when I come home. She denied a tattoo but approved of a piercing. Blah I am scared to go home. Anywho, im going to sleep. Gnight.
herbeautytoucheseverything:
Another remedy, for another day.
I love:
The song that changes your life. Driving with the windows rolled down. Pancakes. Waffles. All Breakfast food? When I find a ten dollar bill in my pants pocket. It’s like christmas. Yay. The word Beautiful. Claire de lune by Debussy. Dresses and cardigans. Lying in bed listening to the rain through my open window. White Tulips....
“How long is it going to take before you see, shes no me.”
– Demi Lovato
:)
best birthday evaaaa :)
todayyy
shall be amazing :)
friends and 21. :)
“The way I see it, you should live everyday like its your birthday.”
– Paris Hilton
tomorrowwww
i cant waitt! woottt.
cant cant cant
I cant wait for my bdaayyyyy. blahhhh.
I got my yellow heels, skanky dress, jewelry to match. loveeeeeee.
..and the bestest friends in the world. I am so pumped.
The doctor diagnosed me with the same thing I diagnosed myself with. I should pay myself. Anyways, he gave me drugs for it, so its all good. yay.
HARRY POTTER AT MIDNIGHT! I am going in my cloak, scarf, and wand…and a scar on my...
grrr
my fucking achilles tendons are still motha fuckin inflammed. i’m going to shoot my crippled self.
going to the doctor today..i’m going to get mad if he just diagnoses me and does nothing.
After that, I am going shopping and hunting down some yellow heels and a dress for saturday. It probably is not going to be a good idea to walk around, but it must be done!
i'm hiding from the storm till the damage gets...
I am bored. I have one week till my birthday and i’m excited. Hopefully everything will turn out okay. These past few days and weeks have been too emotional. And I am hoping that my birthday will turn some things around. I don’t know why it happens every year, but the time around my birthday is always the worst.
These 21 years consisted of some crazy shit. Its had its many ups and...
HAPPPPPYYYYYY
BIRRRRTHHHDAAAAYYYY DARRRRRR! I LOVE YOUUUU!
:(
sadness. The only thing keeping me alive is my birthday. woot.
ugh
everything is pissing me off. UGH I seriously wanna shoot anyone that stands in my fucking way.
Going to Fiesta Texas to scream my brains out.
21
21 is yet approaching, and I have yet to do many things. My life plan is not going on schedule. I need to get on track. I swear I am living the same life over and over again, just different time and place, same shit.
“boys come and go like seasons.”
blah
I get in trouble alot.
Happy independence day.
“Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?”
– Jacks Mannequin
banana pancakes
Oh, Jack Johnson..you get me everytime!
the dreaded truth.
I think the fact that when guys make the effort to try to talk to me and stuff, I find it not so much of a turn on. But when I want a guy to make an effort, I get even more crazy about him. So therefore, if I can break the vicious cycle, maybe just maybe the right man will be let in. Ugh.
For my birthday: The man of my dreams. A Jonas Brother. Oh, btw one which is married, Kevin Jonas..its all...
