April 2011
2 WEEKS!
And it will be OVERRRRR! I can’t hold in my excitement!
2 more weeks of hell and I can RELAX!
that is if things go the way they are supposed to..
3 weeks till Chi town. Yes.
Finish line is slowly approaching..
“God, give me the serenity to accept the things we cannot change
Courage, to...”
happy place
I think I found it.
The beautiful sunset, the perfect weather, the beer in my hand, the delicious hot dog, the Astros playing. I couldn’t have been more happier..well maybe I could but I was in bliss tonight. Absolutely amazing.
I can’t wait for summer for more of those days. :)
Lets get this show on the road!
creepy
Ok you were cute at first until you opened your mouth or when you started talking nonsense on fb chat. You wouldn’t think that something so simple can be the death of you.
I know you don’t know me but keep your comments that you think are appropriate to yourself.
Yes sir, I know retaking classes doesn’t look good… I don’t need your reassurance of that. I would have...
“You may not believe me, but I gave you all I had.”
– “Just a Feeling” Maroon 5
bad habits
Is it bad that the most relaxing times i’ve had were when I was smoking a cigg and listening to music by myself? It helped me relax from the addy I was taking in college. No disturbance and no judgement, except by myself.
I quit that habit a while ago. I realized it contradicted my aspiration to be a dentist. But oh how I wish I could light one up right now and ease the stress just a...
real shit
So i’m talking to one of my girlfriends about a new guy she met. I ask her how its going and if it is going anywhere and she replies..
“The only thing that is bothering me is that we don’t text during the week, and when he dropped me off he was like I had fun, but i’m gonna be really busy with finals so we should hang out after that.”
I’m not saying its too...
3 lives
People have 3 lives..
Their public life. Their private life. Their secret life.
something borrowed
I haven’t leisurely read a book in forever. I’m currently reading Something Borrowed which is coming out next week in theaters. It is pretty good and I highly recommend it. :)
So trust me when I say if a guy is treating you...
great quote!
“I think you deserve to be taken care of, for a change.”
– Kevin (27 Dresses)
“They don’t even know what it is to be a fan. Y’know? To truly love some silly...”
– Almost Famous (via mirimar)
iffy
I had mixed feelings about Adele when she stole the Grammy for best new artist from JB but i’m listening to her CD now and it is beyond amazing. No wonder why it is number 1. These lyrics are wonderful. I’m a fan. :)
Good study music as well!
“The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had...”
– Adele “Rolling in the Deep”
19
twice this week I was told that I looked like I was 19. I don’t know if thats good or not. hmmm
For just one second, look at your life and see how perfect it is. Stop looking for the next secret door that is going to lead you to your real life. Stop waiting. This is it: there’s nothing else. It’s here, and you’d better decide to enjoy it or you’re going to be miserable wherever you go, for the rest of your life, forever.
So I posted that quote earlier and I just thought it was perfect. For...
“For just one second, look at your life and see how perfect it is. Stop looking...”
– Lev Grossman (The Magicians)
love love
I feel like i’m needing it now. Maybe just some affection. It sucks cause the only guy giving me the attention I deserve is about 1000 miles away from me. I’ve yet to admit that this relationship is real. It partly keeps my feet on the ground cause I’m not constantly distracted by someone who is within reach, so that is a plus. I know this can’t be healthy at all cause I...
“Love it will not betray you, dismay or enslave you,
It will set you free
Be...”
– Mumford & Sons “Sign No More”
its only Monday..
and I already feel drained to the max.. Friday here yet?
“Fate loves the fearless.”
– James Russell Lowell (via quote-book)
friday friday friday!!
Happy Friday! Although it isn’t a typical jump for joy, weekend is here, drop your pants kind of enjoyable Friday for me. It is finally Friday.
I have to spend my Friday night on a road trip to Dallas crammed in a van with people I don’t know. Oh what fun. It is for a good cause so i’ll try to minimize my complaining. Not to sound like a drug addict but to make the ease of...
“In this California king bed
Were 10,000 miles apart
I’ve been California...”
– Rihanna “California King Bed”
promotion?
Yes. I’ll take it. Thanks!
I will always love you.
good
It was a successful day I would have to say.
I got to lay out by the pool and got some studying done. It was nice just laying out and listening to some good country music. It made me realize how much I would miss Texas if I ever left.
Then I came home and studied outside for the rest of the time and enjoyed the PERFECT weather today. loooove.
Made cookies and enjoyed some good girl time.
...
spirits
Its amazing how one persons bad mood can greatly affect yours.
..and vice versa.
call me bitter
but constant fb updates about you and your boyfriend is fucking annoying. Once a day is enough. Gah.
sunny days
The weather is beyond spectacular today. I would study outside but I need my computer and a restroom nearby. It is a typical study day today. I’m stuck on the meds that help me focus…but as you can see i’m focusing on blogging instead. But this is keeping me from throwing my computer against the wall because these meds keeps me far from happy. It is very annoying.
I have one...
whitestrings:
I’m working so hard to be someone better. someone new. But I can never seem to get there.
That is awesome. I believe in you. I’ve been doing the same since this year started. I can honestly say that i’ve been quite successful. I have this new outlook in life and different goals. I’ve accomplished things I didn’t think I could do. It is such a great feeling...
bandwagon
Call me a bandwagoner or whatever you want. I try to have love for my home teams but its hard when they consistently lose. Oh well. I still love my ‘Stros and Rockets but can we be great like we were in the past? Thanks.
Anyways, it is only Monday night and I am completely drained. I’ve been slacking on working out because of work and studying so thats not good.
I feel fat and...
“I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work, so I called him at home, and then...”
– He’s Just Not That Into You (via sheesidd)
great quotee and very true
had a wtf moment
Its one of those.. what the fuck am I doing moments tonight. fuck.
“But tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Oh tell...”
– -Mumford and Sons
just became obsessed with them.
what a beautiful mess this is
..it’s like were picking up trash in dresses.
I want it bad.
yeah.
I'm like a peacock, you gotta let me fly!:... →
candicekristine:
Happiness, it hurt like a train on a track Coming towards her, stuck still no turning back She hid around corners and she hid under beds She killed it with kisses and from it she fled With every bubble she sank with a drink And washed it away down the kitchen sink The dog days are over The dog…
LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG. Me and my friend have obsessed over it for a while....
dedication
I pretty much devoted this whole day to being a dentist. I studied all day in the library for the DAT then ended my day trying to put anesthesia in a syringe. It was a pretty hardcore day. I learned a few things about teeth and stuff in preparation for my trip to volunteer in Dallas next weekend. I’m actually pretty excited. whoop.
tanning
It already bugs the shit out of me when people fake tan, but it bothers me more when people who have tan skin..STILL fake tan. Wtf is going on in your mind?!
weird feelings
It is weird knowing how much you remember loving someone at a certain point in your life and knowing that deep emotional attachment isn’t there anymore.
Although, deep in my heart i’ll always love him, my heart has certainly turned around for the better.
